Night

Its 2:54 am.

I sit on the couch in my living room. Everything is quiet and still. I turn my head and look outside, its almost as if I am looking into a picture.

I like the night.

I don't know if its because I am inherently nocturnal or if it resembles the place my mind is trying to reach. I would say its a combination of the two. When my mind is quite and still I am able to explore my thoughts. Not overcome by emotion, I am able to take a more omniscient view of my life and my emotions. I am able to see were they come from and why. Equally as important I am able to let go. Learning how to let go was one of the hardest things I have ever done and to me represents a huge accomplishment.

Its 3:05 am.