Day to day

About a month ago I started daily meditation again.
I started doing this last summer, but for reasons unknown I stopped.
Until recent events caused a sudden, unexpected downturn in my life. I had completely forgotten the benefits of daily meditation.
Then one day I died. Not in any physical sense, no; I'm not allowed to do that.
Its like I started a wild fire within my mind. At first it is extremely destructive, everything is burned and destroyed, everything. But out of those flames, life is reborn.
This is what happened to me. If that makes sense.

Anyways, meditation has helped me realize many new things. Recently I discovered that I have a problem with selfishness. Its caused me to lose the love of my life, so to me this is a big issue. One that I hope to eventually correct. I would like to report that I have made progress in becoming unselfish. And i'm happier because of it.